Suffering is a tool of grace

If the soul wants to go on the ground, it always has to turn against the flood. One who doesn’t struggle, he doesn’t work either. He is twirled upper or downer with the law of sin.

 My children we could be satisfied with that if this river rich in water is stopped by us for a moment. As the nature of the river can’t be changed let bad things go with its blindness. It goes on its own way anyway. However the not fully bad things are held up in its rush for many times by one of the well prepared obstacles of divine grace which can be heavy work, agedness , illness and death. 

My children you can’t believe that how much good intention, good maintenance of God are hidden in these so-called hit. You can’t imagine how many helping hands and ready-to-listen ears there are for serving the suffering humanity at these stations to turn those people to divine love who are stuck at these filters (agedness, illness etc.) 

There are a few people on the earth who live with thank for the things they are given or pray with peace in sufferings. An ordinary soul unfortunately forgets his heavenly Father, he doesn’t give thank for good things or he doesn’t live with them legally either. It doesn’t come into his mind to search or find what his God’s want with him could be. As in his conceit he concerns the merits of his welfare natural presents in this earthly life. However as he stick at a God-caring-law station, in other words when the hits reach him, he is in a rush to pray to his hidden God to ask him to give him back the things he lost by all means. 

It is a prayer even from a forgotten-soul but how long the way is while it arrives to settling and peace. How many turns or how many embodiments does it need to see the truth? A soul like this suffers many trials until he learns that God’s love doesn’t shine mostly to the earthly man when it shines him smilingly but when lightning comes after lightning and thunders shiver his whole body. Since a wild beast lies in wait for its prey in smiling sunshine, harmful insects drill and dig themselves into the noble plants’ vigorous body to suck sap. A hawk watches the pigeons in sunshine even a poisoning snake is the most dangerous at this time. But when the sky gets cloudy, clouds darkens the horizon, cold wind becomes hurricane and roars through the land to be the herald of the thunders and lightning which sound judgement-like before every creature. Then the channels of the sky open and in pouring drops they spout the seed of the storm. At this time every harmful insect clears off, every harmful intention humbles. The bloodthirsty martinet, the poisoning sneak, the rapacious bird and every principle that serves the opposite, escapes from the storm to its safe place. Who is that he has to be out? Who is that isn’t afraid of the strongest rage of the storm? It is the one who is right, lawful, lives to God who watches the storm with innocent face and even if he shivers from it he isn’t afraid because he knows he has duties determined by God and he fulfils God’s want with a peaceful soul. 

Believe me; the one who goes in the storm, in the rain on the road that is lit with lightning is in safer than the one who goes on the shiny road. Because the travellers of the storm are the sufferers who are closer to God as there is no trust for a human soul in the storm but the trust in God. And in this trust he isn’t mistaken as God leads his people with strong hands out of that vast forest where there are more roads to danger than to ease because in this forest there are more chances to fall than to stop and there are more chance to death than to life. Divine love gave pain and suffering into human life like He gave the storm into the order of nature, to clear the power of the soul. 

Look at the times when there is no rain for long, and no wind. Everything swelters and the harmful insects proliferate, air gets full of dust and dirt. Thus, if anyone doesn’t get any suffering or trials, he can easily get dirty in his soul because his soul’ smaller or bigger unlawful desires are proliferated. Indeed, many times there are sins leading to damnation can find way to his soul. But when an illness, a hit, a painful disappointment or poverty comes (if the soul hasn’t got too much slag), the soul gets fresh under these sufferings. It tidies out the proliferated parasites and it starts off to the storm with faith in God. It is true there are branches broken with the storm, unripe fruit shaken off and weak seedling ruined as they aren’t rooted deeply and can’t stand the storm. Downpour washes out and ice hits the crop of a soul like this. It happens when the cleaning storm run through the world. 

The time you live in is a cleaning time on the earth now. The storm doesn’t spare even the noble fruit trees. But if only 2 pieces of fruit remains from the whole crop we will show to the world that tree did grow heavenly fruit because it was inoculated with a heavenly branch. These nowadays times don’t favour the true. These times are only good for the ones who have a soul of a brigand because they are happy with the grabbed loot. 

The storm stirs up the dust and the rubbish of the road just like the storm of the time stirs up the true and unclear feelings in the soul. And who is responsible for the quantity of the rubbish, dust and sin in the soul. Not else but the man. The valuable gems and gold remain down deep in the dust. They are heavier than dust and rubbish so the storm can’t stir them up. Now during the storm these valuables are muddy. In the storm everybody escapes or still wait for prey. 

Heavenly values are not marketable. But is not a problem, my children. We stand the storm with the faith in God, we stand the storm above us that doesn’t do any favour for the seedlings but the time will come.

 Until that time my children you must converge, hand in hand, don’t let the storm sweep away the weaker. If anyone wants to get to a safer place from the storm of life he does it wrongly.  As you know lightning finds the highest buildings, trees more times and who runs in escape can be hit with a lightning. You can’t think of escaping, don’t run, but as you can just go towards the finish line nicely and slowly.

Trust!

There are helping hands at every station and ears ready to listen to help. 

God’s love serves you this!

(Soul of Anonymous ‘communications through Esther Volume 2)