My Whitsuntide

When God touches you through His Holy Spirit

My Whitsuntide

We have described the essence of Whitsuntide (http://ixtys.com/en/node/527) through our thoughts but now I feel I must tell you a more simple and nature way about it. 

This time I am going to be more personal as everybody has different experiences in God and more simple as everybody has their ‘own’ Whitsuntide. 

I wouldn’t like to give explanations to anything, assert or support with Words from the Holy Bible. I simply feel I must share my thoughts and feelings with those who have felt or wants to feel God’s beautiful touch. 

Through our lives we can be high or low we don’t know what and why it happens to us. Each life situation, each mood is unexplainable for us. We can say of ourselves we are godless or god-fearing but things don’t happen to us because of these. We can’t know when God’s graceful gift gets to us or when God’s touch reaches us but all of these can transcribe our lives from that moment. The visible things don’t show these happenings nor can be deserved.

While we don’t experience a God-experience, we do not know what it is. 

In regards of the development of a spirit, we can’t know where a spirit stands, people can’t be categorized. As we are humans we live our bodily-lives in the world but our bodily signs don’t show us our spirits’ absolute maturity. 

The Holy Spirit is the retailer of God’s experiencable and beautiful power here on earth. This is a spiritual power. 

We can’t see how carefully and protectively God leads us. We are not even able to give thanks for it to Him until we feel its unexplainable and incomparable feeling which we got in that certain moment.

We get it and it is ours since then.

What we do with it is a totally different thing. 

The feeling of this experience burns into the soul. We can fight against it, we can question it, and we can query it.  This burnt place is there, it can’t be removed. This place doesn’t lie, it is always itself, this is the ‘I am’. This is an irrefutable Truth which we can’t make inoccured any more. 

Why would a man want it to remove?

The world shows a totally different picture and turns the man’s eyes into a different way. The opposite still offers ‘the power over all of the countries’ to everybody just to deny that God settled on you. This way it seems to be hard to get the beautiful divine gift when a man stretches his arms out to the earthly treasures which we can see with our bodily eyes. 

It can’t be ‘received’ like this.

This urge can’t be explained with human sense and this urge motivates you to fulfil that ‘space’ which has been left behind by the Comforter. This is not a one-off feeling; it is claimed in vain if anyone says they are continuously filled up with the Holy Spirit, it is impossible to live a life like this. 

I know there are many people who can’t agree with me, but the prophets weren’t either always under the ‘hands of the Lord’.  When they had to do the declarations they did but they didn’t always say God’s Words. 

When God touched me through a man, I didn’t know who HE was. There was a voice in me that I couldn’t veto and felt it was true. After it I read the Holy Bible and I felt I understand and feel things. From the Grace of God I could experience what it is like when a man is called. I was afraid, I winced. God took care of that I could meet His man again. From that very moment I started to feel and understand my past, present and future. As a gift of God I got hope and a picture of the future as well. This is the hardest to digest. Seeing this with human eyes, everything has no chance in the ‘depth’. But God doesn’t see the depth because depth doesn’t exist. God measures differently not by merit. 

The picture of the future depends on how much I believe, a man can conquer anything with true faith. To the final end the hard thing is we have to practise such qualities which we don’t really want to do.

Patience, persistence, leniency, composure.

It is rather hard because there is no more important goal for the opposite than to strangle these efforts of the spirit. That’s why Christ came to us to build our houses on Him, the rock, and not to let us drown in the sea of sins. 

God is more powerful than anything as He is everything.  If you have got and asked the desire of struggle and power from Him (even you don’t feel it all the time), no earthly or infernal power can stop you. 

Everybody has work in life and if we hear it from God what it is, we should give thanks for it.

I have already heard the voice of God; he has bowed down to me.

Now it is on me whether I believe in Him to wait for the fulfilment of His promise.

THAT WILL BE MY WHITSUNTIDE!

MY HEAVENLY FATHER BE BLESSED FOREVER FOR YOUR LOVE THAT I CAN’T PERCEIVE. PLEASE HELP ME TO PERSIST BY YOUR PROMISE BY OFFERING MY LIFE INTO YOUR PROTECTING HANDS EVEN IF I WALK IN THE ‘VALLEY OF DEATH’. PLEASE HELP ME WHILE I AM WAITING FOR YOUR SON NOT TO BRING SHAME ON THE LOVE I COULD EXPERINCE, TO THAT LOVE I GOT FROM YOU.

AMEN